do heaven really need you?
cause i do need you more.i am sad because we only meet twice this year, all of them when you were sick
sad because I already go when you get better
sad because we can't even have one video call
sad because I can't fly and talk to you again
sad because i can't even meet you again when i'm comeback.
I'm sad because I can't talk and listen to Oum's advice anymore, I can't make a joke anymore, I can't mention you anymore.
when i said i don't wanna be or try to be good, just wanna be happy. then you always told me to be better than i was, more patient, don't afraid to learn something new, don't think too much about what other people think, just do good anytime anywhere, no need to explain, because world need it, because we are good people.
but why you lie to me?
why you lie to me?
now you lied.
you said you will always be there when i need you, and will always listen and read all my stories.
why you leave me?
do you really think that i'm gonna be ok, here?
you said i need to learn to trust people again, but even you can't keep your promises.
i hate people who can't keep their promises.
i don't know how to forgive you.
i don't even know how to explain and how to deal with this kind of loss anymore.
how much wall i need to build to never feel something like this anymore?
how to say goodbye to someone who's already gone?
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